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2006-09-30T11:02:00.000+08:00

hiaz dear dear todae is the 4th month 30th so sad she say she cannot go out nvm stay at home talk to her but then after tatt i call her back ask her things she dont even wan to tel i ask her alot of time she still dont wan to tell i was angry and i bang things she say she dont like then after watt can i do i not saying is her fault la i keep asking her the same thing she dont even wan to tell me la she never even answer me i was so sad u know :..( all my fault ..... i wish tatt something will make we both to forget all the bad things but the good one keep and let us be together forever love her always muackz with love

2006-09-27T20:48:00.000+08:00

hiaz ...... up sad ... i call her go out on the saturday but then she say okay then latta she say jeannie going ..... they say they going bugis lor hiaz ... actally wish to go with her just 2 of us but then after tatt jeannie going hiaz wan bring her go watch movie one but then now cannot liao nvm just being up sad

when i ask her so on saturday going she say she going out with jeannie she say tatt they going bugis but not calling me to go along ... but after tatt she say joking la call me go along hiaz ... nvm liao so she call me go with her and jeannie then at the same time i buy present for my dear dear conform very sad on tatt day one but still i cannot give black face i never go out with her together before like g out watch movie or other think lor now distroy every thing liao =.. (

2006-09-26T19:22:00.000+08:00

hiaz cant realli understand watt my dear dear thinking la .......she say tatt i dont love her anymore wher got hiaz if i dont realli love u anymore then u think watt i still do for u .... if latta i say somethink like then i everyday fetch u to school and fetch u back then u will say tatt then nvm lor ....

i dont wish tatt this will happen i tot u before i dont wan any quarral between we two u know everytime i quarral with u my heart will pain when i cry ur heart will pain i know tatt but i realli very sorry dear dear tatt watt i have done to you give me a chance but then i know u give me alot of chance aready i am sorry i cant afort to loose u i tot u before i realli love u deeply in my heart aready please dont hate me and angry with me i wan u to love me like last time i will cien ju u i dont wan u to cien ju me okay i realli dont wan okay i love u alot ....

and i wan u to tell me everything tatt happen to u i wan u to tell me watt happen to u like sometimem i wan to now why u mother say u okay i just very worried about u and wan to show more concern and i wan care for u not tatt i very ka po i just wan to show more concern okay and i feel tatt this few day u are very wired i dont know why

i dont wan u to hate me
i dont wan u to cien ju me
i wan u to love me like last time
i wan u to hug me tight
i wan u to marry me i am serious about this
i wan u to be with me forever
i dont wan to have any quarral with each other
loveu baobei dear dear muackkz
miss u rmb i dont wan u to hate me i wan u to lovee me lots

2006-09-09T22:50:00.000+08:00

i was like nathing to do just to cry now and write this blog ya is my fault dear tatt i think to much yea u give a guy ur msn tatt u dont even know him nvm is all about me i sorry lor all i done is wrong ritez and then u say about i also have girl msn tatt i dont know i onli have guys one lor hiaz nvm all my problem i created this i very useless i such useless keep making u angry dont know how to make u happy the moment u say we monday then talk are u realli serios about this i was so sad tatt u say tatt and i cry i really very bad to u ritez

NO MATTER WATT I STILL LOVE U BUT I JUST DONT LIKE U GIVE OTHER PPL UR MSN OR NUMBERS NVM IF U WAN GIVE I CANNOT STOP U LOVE U ALWAYS MUACKZ

so call family day hehe

2006-09-01T21:53:00.000+08:00

1st september we were at the airport. with hui jun, so called "mummy". mervin so called our "daddy" jeannie "jie jie" feli "ah yi" and jeannie brother was also there. haha we went to eat popeye. at terminal one hiaz eat already slack nothing to do walk walk until around 4 i think, then we take mrt to simei to eat Han River but then on the mrt tatt time i was not realli happy hiaz nvm my dear dear say she dont wan hold my hand then go hold the jeannie brother maybe i am so stupid tatt i jealous about this lor hiaz she say she dont wan hold my hand and then go hold the small brother hand nvm la forget it trying not to think too much hiaz then we when to eat dinner at Han river Barbeque Restaurant then we having alot of fun i think and then after tatt someone mother call and make her no appetite hiaz after tatt she left with someone and they give us money after they leave after tatt got someone wan to challenge haha ian gave me a wrong spelling!! he said that it was charllenge. looked weird nvm. i continued eating the food, in the end i win we pay the bill wa is so xxxx lor but nvm my dear dear happy i happy can liao hehe then we when to the toilet after coming out liao then they say they wanted to go to the arcade to play haha play and play fun man hehe then come out to buy some book my dear dear wan to read ma hehe then after tatt they went home i send my dear dear home first then i go home at the tm inter-change saw jeannie talk to her for awhile then take 293 now i am at home sending msg to my dear dear writing this bloggy thingy miss my dear so much muackz love u dear dear rach

2006-08-22T21:01:00.000+08:00

god can tell me watt happen to my dear dear rach please i need u to tell me i was so :...( todae

can tell me watt happen dear i dont know watt u thinking i seriously wan to know watt happen iszit i say wrong think just now :...( sorry if i say wrong think okay please forgive me :...(

tell me watt i can do for u to be a good bf of yours tell me watt can i do for u to nopt angry and be happy always and tell me watt not to say or other think please :...(

i very sorry if i say anythink to make u angry or watt ... i realli wan u to tell me watt u feel and watt u thinking of and other thinks like cannot say u wan to break or other think

tell me why u wan to break u cannot tell me is for fun okay please i very sorry

love u always wanted to be with u forever and wan to know watt happen to u and do u trits this relationship for fun or serious tell me can dont tell me about other think like nathing okay
love u muackz i will be with u where ever u neeed me buaii buaii RMB tell me watt do u think of?

2006-08-18T22:16:00.000+08:00

todae was on the friday where we can go home at 12 30 but then todea i got and exam cpa .... so i was dismiss earlier at 9 15 so early and had nathing to do ... after tatt my friendz say they wan play soccer we lend the soccer balls from mr ridzuan but then the balls was like giving out air hahaz.... and then waiting for my dear dear rach to come down for recces and then send her back to dnt work shop but then .. after tatt i went back to cubhouse to slack sit down there do nathing... waited until 12 30 at the dnt work shop to wait for her outside after she comeout i saw something but then hiaz dont wan say i also dont know weather i see anot nvm .... and then she wan to go find hui jun they alll so go and find them blur blur blur ........... dont really wan to say after tatt 1+ or 2+ we when back to school then wait until jennie go girl guide then we started walking to the bus stop we buy bubble tea then mother call then hiaz dont realli wan to say after tatt i reach her house send her up then talk outside the house there... she went in aready i go down stair take my bike then cycle home i reach home i call her then talk quite long aready then i go bath then i call her say i going to my grandfather house eat then after tatt reach there aready then i was like i call her say tatt after i eat finish then call her but i forget and then i when to the hospital to see my grandma ahe was quite okei but then u can see her hand all blue black hiaz .... i was so sorry dear tatt i let u wait i love u alot muackz miss u

2006-08-12T22:14:00.000+08:00

todae the whole day was like folowing my dear dear go out hehe was so happy but then she cry trying to make her happy ......if she happy then okei i dont like her to be sad maybe i sad is okei just wanted her to be happy and smiling all the way ......hehe after the church think this is watt i think off i was thinking alot of think wish tatt she wont go to her so call john friendz house to swim because she onli girl but then she tell me tatt when she go there ..... in the guy house got his grandma, the brother and the girl friendz will be there i was so worried watt if one day they say the grandma at home but then when she reach there is not at home how watt she will do maybe i was thinking to much about her areadi so i say tatt my love for her is realli deeply as the ocean or is as high as the sky i realli dont know watt to do yea she tell me before tatt this guy john like her and then i not saying tatt i dont believe rachel is tatt i was so call jealous nvm maybe i realli think alot u see i tell u willl u let ur girlfriendz go to other guys house and swim with cloth and there is onli 2 guy in the pool :...( anyone can tell me but then if i stop her from going maybe i am too selfish ..... so i decided to let her go ..... realli have nathing to say about if anyone got something to say or anythin tatt u all wan tell me tag on my blog okayz
love u my dear dear rachel tan si ting
miss u my dear dear rachel tan si ting
muackz muackz muackz muackz muackz

2006-08-04T19:59:00.000+08:00

the whole dayz was so tired but then after school there was a col rehersal and wait for her seeing her sing is like i so happy because she is performing and she sing veri well ....

but then at tatt time when i was waiting for her i had a veri bad headach but then nvm i wait for her is zi de the lol i think is like this spell la but then nvm and then after the rehersal i went to find her and send her home we take 12 to the pasir ris inter-change and take 12 back to her house there afetr walking to her house send her i when to take a MRT home i was thinking about her all the time miss her alotz and when i reach tampines inter-change i take 293 home now reach home liao no one at home so creepy hiaz all in the dark i went to call my father and call him to buy food for me and i now writing my blog now after i sighn in to MSN and i have a mail i saw it is rachel send me one i read and i know she go talot of problem faceing her monther hiaz i am sorri dear tatt i cannot understand u but now i can ....

i am sorri tatt i call u not to say dont know wattever nevermind and others think i veri sorri tatt i say u cannot say those word but tthen u wan u can say now realli veri sorri

love u alotz dear dear
miss u alotz dear dear
muackz

2006-08-03T20:30:00.000+08:00

now i call her back liao butt then i talk to her quite a long time and she watch tv i listen to song at the same time talk on the phone after tatt battery low flat i tell her i charge the phone first then latta call her she say okei then i put the phone there to charge and i went to sleep for half and hour i on the alarm clock to wake me up at 6 then call her at the same time watching other show then around 8 28 i tell her tatt my battery low and then my outside phone spoil so cannot call her but there is one way to talk to her onli use the speaker but then if i use the speaker they can hear watt i say rite hiaz nvm la so i tell her about tatt and i say when the phone is charge until full i call her she say neverming la and keep saying buai buaii to me u know how i feel i feel sad why she everytime keep tell me me buaii buaii or nevermind keep thinking in my mind why she keep saying thatt can god tell me why my dear dear like this ...

2006-08-03T14:29:00.000+08:00

hiaz yesterday i was sick but still went to school wait for her at th ehall because she got to go choir for the national day she got a veri good voice and she sing veri well hehe jia you wor .....
afetr she relise from choir we went to find joel friendz abnd then we go up to the ava control room there to find him but he not there hiaz but nvm at thatt time i use my phone to call him after tatt he say he meet joel at the main gate ...

after tatt i send her home when we walking along the block we saw someone quarakking we was shock lolthe mother veri ferice sia haha

reach her block tatt time i say bye to her but she neva say anything then nvm i walk to the traffic light she go to the 2nd floor there and shouted buaii buaii i was so happy haha and i continue to walk to the mrt station then she go up another level which is the 3 rd floor and say buaii buaii to me i was so happy haha after reach home i call her and tell her thatt i need to see the docter then the doctor give me mc and say call me to stay at home to rest i say okei then i went home i call her and tell her then i think she was sad l ai dont know ...

i tell her take taxi to school she say no money call her take bus she say she scared then i say i go her house bring her to school she say dont wan hiaz ... i keep bagging her until she let me send her to school ... i dont wan her to wlk to school because it is so dark in the morning she wan to wake up a 4 . 30 and walk to school do u think u will alot ur stead to walk to school in the dark hiayo but then in the end she say okei ....

i writeing yesterday and todae things and then now i am here morning i send her to school i dont know she happy anot but then i happy because she no need to walk to school in the dark after sending her to school in the morning i went home to rest and sleep after tatt it was around 10 and then she call me tell me she in the science lab no teacher lol i talk to her for awhile then she need to put down then i was okei nvm then i was siting on the chair and do nathing waiting for her call maybe and then she call me at recess time she talk to me for awhile again she put down hiaz then i waited until after school talk until she when home and she watch tv then i cook at the same time talk to her and i tell her i go eat first then latta call her and i call her to bath dont know she got listen to me anot i love her alot miss her alot muackz love u forever dear dear
got to end here now

2006-08-01T20:46:00.000+08:00

todae morning i was sick having a fever so did not go school but then i tell rachel say tatt i wil be waiting outside at her house i was worried tatt she will wait for me outside until she late so i was so worrried tatt i call sebas rachel brother i tot him tatt i was sick call rachel go to school her own but then after tatt her brother say okei he tell her but then after a few min pass she call me an i tell her say tatt i not going to school because i sick and i say ur brother neva tell u about this meh OMG !!! sebas did not tell her nvm but then was feeling veri unwell tatt time i rest at home i tell rachel tatt i will be going to school and then wait for her and send her home i waited at the clubhouse at the same time just play awhile waited until 6 she come out finally haha ....
And we walk to the bus stop take 12 together with her chior friendz after tatt we was very quite in the bus after a few stop pass i pass her my handphone and i tell her my father will not scold me then she take the phone actually i think she wanted to put in my pocket but i keep looking at her ..... she wan me to go home first because i need to buy food for my brother and father she dont wan me go home late haha but then nvm she got her chior friendz follow at list i no need to worried i reach home ask my father weather watt he wan to eat and i buy for him i reach home fianally i callher tell her say tatt i eat first then i call her haha now i am talking to her at the same time write this thing

2006-07-31T22:06:00.000+08:00

i miss my dear alot dont wanna leave her alone scared that she get scolded but then trying to help her hiaz i am thinking why she say she wan to break with me she say because of the phone i lend her then she fell guilty when my father scold me and she just wan to break because of this i was very sad when she say thatt i wish tatt she can be with me foreva no matter watt problem i wish tatt we can over come every matters ...

Dear realli love u alot dont leave me alone in this world can i wan to be with u foreva miss u alot muackz love u

dont quarral with ur mother okei just dont bother wattt she say think dont talk back okei please dear i beg u okei muackz love u

2006-07-24T21:08:00.000+08:00

getting more scared about N level exams and getting worried on somethink dont know weather it will happen or it will not happen ?? just thinking everyday sianz still must go school everyday so tired still sleep in class haha i wan study hard for my maths try to just passed think think think ........

2006-07-10T21:24:00.000+08:00

haha so long neva came on blogging liao because need to prepare for exam haha ....... so now i have time to came online so write somethink in haha todae i have my english N level oral so scared tatt time ... sianz i dont know i feelling jealous or watt sometime and then someone tell me she veri wired but i dont know wired in which place hiaz ..... i am worried and realli blank in my mind dont know watt to do ?? tatt someone say if she realli cannot help it she tel me she wired in which way .....maybe i also fell tatt she wired in but dont know in which way ..... can anyone tell me watt going on hiaz ... i dont know she love me anot or reather she like me anot but then my love for her will neva die thinking of her everyday OMG cannot sleep liao hiazgot to end here liao got to do house work haha Buaii Buaii Guyz and Gurls HeHeHez

2006-06-11T17:29:00.000+08:00

Hiaz....... so long neva post my blog areadi ........after seeing her blog i was sad but then i dont know watt i thinking of everyday sometime i think of 7224350826007408464 and sometime i think of panda Hiaz ...... wat the hell was i thinking realli dont know watt to do sometime but then why gals like to give attitude or weather they not giving attitude or is just tatt they are like tatt sometime i realli dont know watt to say..... sorry no offence arh .....IS juat tatt i dont like to hurt other ppl feeling but then i realli dont know watt to say maybe i just wondering around this few dayz she call me and ask me to call shirley she finding for me after no calls ........After tatt 7224350826007408464 when for a church camp keep thinking of her also everydai i when out with my friendz trying to call her seeing weather she got answer my phone anot but she did not answer my call maybe she put in her bag and she go for the activity i neva blame he but then in the nitez around 11 + i call her and talk to her quite a long time and after tatt i get some trying to sleep lying on the bed but then still cant sleep atill thinking of her .... sianz why i so worred about who i love or who i miss ...... Hiaz got to end here now realli dont know watt to say:..(

2006-06-03T23:44:00.000+08:00

sianz everyday go out do nathing but then went i go out tatt time alot of ppl stared at me like wan to fight and then todae so un lucky wa liao make until my eye there got blood ......
then todae go corner stone church again but then we went there is okei not bad give us a veri good talk ... but then after tatt so sianz lor we went there around 1 30 finish at 5 30 so sianz we went to tm and eat after tatt go to bedok go find 7224350826*074***8464 at the 85 hawker centre after tatt we take a bus to tara merah and then take bus to semei then we take cap home tatt was so tireing ... hiaz got to end here ^^

school day veri sianz

2006-05-31T20:13:00.000+08:00

Everyday going so borring same mood like yesterday have our english lesson and i sleep in class again and then the teacher wake up and then ask me the answer watt he say na di realli dont know watt the teacher say and i get punish in class hahas tatt fun no la just joking .....
after tatt we have our recces and then we have our stupid DNT because i hate mr Ho and then tatt time i do my project tatt time i neva ask him how to do and i do it my own and he say me .... he say tatt i neva ask him how to do after tatt yesterday i call him for help how to do the dnt project and he answer back say tatt the project is mine i should ownself do it then he say tatt i was damn angry and i walk of i went to the canteen i slack until 12 30 then i went back to class take my bag and i walk of and i say i wont go for tutorial tml but todae i came ...... but nvm i was late for his class and then he was like shouting like tatt and i shout back i tell him not happy call my father and he realli wan to call nvm he talk to my father and tell him alot of thing watt the hell but my father not angry with me because is his fault not mine so my father neva scold me i was so happy ?_?... hiaz...~...hiaz...~...hiaz...~...
And todae i get my report book and i fail 3 subject...this 3 subject is my important subject hiaz nvm la must study harder lor bo bian... and then we do ava duty until 4 to 5 plus so tired wanted to sleep went i doing duty .... and after tatt we went to hall we talk to lin lao shi she is a veri veri good teacher she treat us veri good yup tatt all i can say ..... then talk and talk mr kuan came and he ask how is our result and then i went to canteen and buy drink for teacher and the stupid ian go and take out my report book and let mr kuan see OMG !!!! he like wa liao so kapo lor no body call him to give he extra go and take from my bag sianz .........hiaz

2006-05-30T18:41:00.000+08:00

sianz....todae morning we went to school nathing to do so borring we have our english listen until 10 00 a.m. then we have our break and i did not eat i went to watch basketball loyang Sec Vs east view Sec so bored tatt time dont feel like going to do DNT and then i go to for DnT class but then i was late nvm the stupid mr ho i hate him man he sucks he was wa .......
tatt time i do my project without telling him then he say tatt why neva ask him first before doing... But then todae i call him alot of time he say call me do my own he say u dont know how to do ur own iszit he say this is my project i should know watt to do ma ??? the moment i heard tatt i was veri angri i scolded him and i scold vulgur lauguage at him and i walk off to the canteen i waited until 12 25 i walk back to class and i take my bag and walk off so angri tatt time and thinking alot of things in my mind

2006-05-26T20:57:00.000+08:00

hiaz..... sianz todae morning^^ almost 2 of my brother neva come to school and i so sianz and then after tatt lawrence tell me about the guy who make teackwoon...when they about to walk back to class i call tatt boy and ask him why he wan to trip teckwoon fall down he say just play play OMG SEC 1 realli so childish and then i tell them not to disturb anymore he say okeii^^ hahas after tatt i assume tatt the matter is solve but still like little bit wired tatt guy like still not happy like tatt nvm la if realli not happy let him find me back la come la ^^ wish tatt all my meii meii and di di will not get any problem with it ^^after tatt in class i was so sianz and we waste alot of time in school the whole day we do nathing But then after school lao was so sianz and teacher need my help lin lao shi and i help her for gu zheng we waited for 5 hrs then we started to move all the gu zheng instrument down to the hall there they got a store room down there so we move everything down but all the gu zheng thing is so heavy ^^ hiaz ..... after moving everything down we rested and talk to lin lao shi in the room with all my meii meii ..... we waited for lin lao shi outside the school bus stop and we started to talk to her until around 7 o clock going 8 afetr everthing we had finish we held a taxi for lao shi and we all went back home ....still thinking tatt will riina stead with me one day

school dayz

2006-05-25T21:21:00.000+08:00

so sad yesterday nitez my grandma went to hospital and my father whole nitez neva sleep beacuse he went to hospital to look after my grandma she got high blood pressure^^so sad wish her tatt she can get well soon ^^
this morning i saw her and i say hi to her she did not say anything and walk off but i know tatt she not happy and she sad can see tatt no i not going to be angry with her ^^
sianz todae in school early in the morning i got my dnt lesson is so boring^^
And i sleep for 2 period and i wake and do my dnt project for N Levels... and then i left 2 period to do my project but afterall 2 period gone.... after my dnt i got my math and my teacher pass us the math exam i fail 3/100 OMG i was shock .... then i got my recess then recess end very fast hahas ... i went to F block and we was walking around and i went to 4th floor and i saw teckwoon and lawrence and then they tell me about someone disturb teckwoon and trying to trip him fall down.... after they told me i was veri angry and i tried to help them but in de end i got to go hall for assembly and then i saw lawrence... i ask lawrence and he tell me who is the guy and he told me tatt is the 1t1 guy actually i wan to go find them but cannot i wan the guy to say sorry to teckwoon but teckwoon went for some prefect ushering.... so we neva go find tatt guy ... so sainz lor nathing to do in school... but then i saw alot of my meii cry .... because they do badly for thier examz ..... after tatt we went home early all my brother went to my house to play com ....

2006-05-24T22:38:00.000+08:00

hallo